Monday, February 1, 2010
Caroline and Adam
We are exploring a role where I am caroline, her secretary, rather than the silly boy name I have.
I’m currently writing this at Her behest, dressed up as a goth chick, in leather collar, rock t-shirt, leather belt, fishnet stockings and lacy panties. This is my weekend outfit – through the week I prefer to be in white blouse, and leather pencil skirt, and vampy red lipstick as I do Mistress bidding – filing, secretarial tasks, attending to Her capricious whims.
However, I am only training to be a girl. In reality I cant hope to be a girl properly, as although my sexual organ is too small to be of use to women, it is also too large to be a proper female sexual organ – but only just. I can only hope that Mistress can help me to carve out a role as neither man nor woman, but a wimpy man, and/or slutty girl to suit Her tastes, in which I can do what I want to do most – please Her.
When I am a good submissive for Her, she lets me have release. However She makes sure it is achieved in a way that is thoroughly humiliating for me – generally involving me humping something, whilst watching something suitably titillating and chosen by Her. Im not allowed release in any conventional way – it has to be by rubbing something against my organs – a way that neither a boy nor girl would normally cum perhaps.
She is wonderful, and I love Her when She is nice to me, and I love Her when She is mean to me. ThankYou Mistress.
Now wasn't that sweet? Anyway, we had great fun at the end of the day. I put on Adam Lambert singing 'For your Entertainment'. I do think Adam is so glam and sexy. I told Caroline I would definitely 'do' him, and this seemed to inspire little Caroline to dance to the song, and try to be more like Adam, to better entertain me and maybe, just possibly, actually... arouse me!
Well, quite honestly, Caroline has danced and masturbated to Kylie Monogue for years. It was time for Mistress to have her fantasy.
Here's Adam Lambert, who really is absolutely gorgeous. Some men can really pull off the whole glam thing.
p.s. I notice the followers are not showing up. Little weird, but I think a few people are having the same error message as I am receiving. I have changed the template. I think this is somehow cleaner and more stream lined. Did I just say cleaner?