First of all, I want to thank here all you lovelies for helping me celebrate my birthday in style. Yes, some of you are hanging your heads in shame, aren't you. Blowing you... a kiss, for those that did go shopping for Mistress. I truly appreciate it.
I am not going to on here about the comings and goings of Mistress. I usually do that in the newsletter of TGLBB, or will simply address that at a later time.
Lets remember, a sissy or two. Some gone forever, (as they do) and some stay forever. Rachael--remember rubin who became Rachael? Well, that gurl is doing well. She is still in London (my home town) and has been frequenting the more seedy areas at night. She has become quite the 'ladyboy' of the night, and has managed to find those little dives tucked away from the ordinary eye. These places are never mentioned in the tourist guide. You know... try Hyde Park Corner toilets, for a blow job, etc. The kinky have to fend for themselves in finding the more undesirable areas for sex. Anyway, Rachael and I were speaking of cock sucker's remorse. It seems Rachael had a momentary taste of that. She tried to run away from her desires, and attempted to block the need to feel feminine. She was suffering from acute CSR. It didn't last long. It couldn't. And, when she got over the bout, she went on a binge. She sucked and sucked and sucked like it was going out of business!
So, we had this nice little chat about CSR and I explained to her that when she tries to deny what is so much a part of her, she is just going to end up making matters worse for herself. As I have said so many times, you can't run away from who you are. Poor Rachael, she just needed to hear me explain things to her and that seemed to make her happy. I do so like my gurls to be happy. So, back on the streets in London town, to the sordid side of life. A smile on her face, a click to her heels, and cock sucking in a more moderate fashion (whatever that means).
My Camden slut is still going strong, being as silly as ever. Walking a fine line, tempting me to expose and ruin him. Thank goodness for him, I am content to make him suffer in a painful way, rather than ruin his (believe it or not) blissful existence with his beloved girlfriend.
Millie is away. She is busy doing consulting work, and alas hardly has time alone. Nevertheless, we do find time to speak a little and we remain dear to one another.
So many sissies, all different in their desires and needs. Each bringing something different to the Academy. Another sissy in London, sissy anthony, is progressing nicely from the Academy Training. He never suffers from CSR because he has only done that once and then only because he was made to. Does just once count, do you think? LOL. I think it does. But, we never harp on that. It was confessed and now hardly ever mentioned. He loves to please and serve and be amusing to a superior woman. I have helped show him how to achieve this, and I must say he is coming along very well, except.... when he is allowed to release. It's a work in progress. Yes, sissy anthony, if you are reading this... you know what I speak of.
I'm drifting here a bit, not fully focused, and I feel I am not giving any solid advice for the wayward, but it does help to know of others--that you are not alone.
Well, the main reason I am posting now is that the holiday season is upon us. I know it is not the best of times out there, but at the Academy we like to keep it light and frilly--there's enough serious stuff out there without bringing it here. I think that would be silly.
So, with no more ado, my little sissies, let Me wish you a festive holiday and may all your stockings be filled with whatever your little heart desires. Let us hope for a great 2009.
The London Academy.