Thursday, September 13, 2012

Rewards and Dismissals

Sissies.  One rewarded, one dismissed.

First the one rewarded.  I have a new sissy and he (still holds on to the masculine pronoun)and I have what I call 'date night' on a Friday night (when I am available).  I say he is new, but we have conversed now for several months and I believe our chats are the highlight of his week.  Yeah, I know!

Anyway, he loves to wear sexy girly undies.  What a surprise, yes.  And I've been helping him with his wardrobe, giving advice and making it fun to dress up.  He is always polite and fun and silly and I thought he deserved a little reward, so this is what I found for him:

Sort of fun and very girly.  I think he will love them! 

And whereas that sissy is in my good panty book, another one is not.

So, I am sitting at my computer, minding my own business when an instant message comes through from a sissy I've known for a very long time...

kneeling (9/3/2012 3:56:21 PM): Oh how I miss you! Can you

kneeling (9/3/2012 3:57:11 PM): Make me do embarrassing things?

kneeling (9/3/2012 3:57:44 PM): Money is NO object!!!

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 3:58:43 PM): hi

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:11:01 PM): Availabl, you th?

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:11:15 PM): i am here

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:11:58 PM): I am in public, please EMBARASS me

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:12:23 PM): Can I call you?

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:12:47 PM): ok

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:13:12 PM): Money no object

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:13:29 PM): so you said

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:13:52 PM): Name your price

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:14:19 PM): price for what?

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:14:23 PM): I have been ... Well. ....

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:15:18 PM): How much money do you need?

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:16:18 PM): kneel, i dont know your situation nor what you are expecting nor how you would intend to tribute me.

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:17:05 PM): i dont know how you can send me money either... if you still have …....

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:17:27 PM): I am humbly at your feet

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:18:12 PM): I, as of today, have …......

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:18:28 PM): Name your price

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:18:30 PM): ok

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:18:36 PM): lol $100

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:19:12 PM): Not NEARLY enough

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:19:23 PM): 200

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:19:56 PM): and i can keep going up

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:20:42 PM): Not even close, whatever

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:21:28 PM): lol

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:21:32 PM): 300

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:22:14 PM): Still not close

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:22:31 PM): are you messing me around, kneeling neil?

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:22:49 PM): I am I

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:23:10 PM): N the mall
kneeling (9/3/2012 5:23:34 PM): Hoping to be embarrassed

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:23:47 PM): yes, i know

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:30:02 PM): you've gone quiet

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:41:45 PM): so, basically... you just thought you'd have a bit of fun and then disappear?

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:43:52 PM): Now I am..... Well .sorry

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:44:07 PM): you totally messed me about

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:44:16 PM): which i have never done to you

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:44:23 PM): I have much $$$$$

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:44:56 PM): you messed me about

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:44:59 PM): I know

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:45:12 PM): I'm not happy

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:45:22 PM): I don't deserve you

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:45:36 PM): no, you really don't

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:46:03 PM): and now.. you can just piss off

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:46:11 PM): AAAAGRH

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:46:58 PM): PLEASE what can I do?

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:47:43 PM): I will do ANYTHING

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:47:49 PM): be honorable... don't mess me about

kneeling (9/3/2012 5:48:21 PM): Tell me $$

Ms Beverly (9/3/2012 5:48:36 PM): i already did
The conversation then came to an end.

He totally bated me and after this nonsense, I wrote and told him to permanently piss off and that the only thing he said that made any sense at all was that he didn't deserve me. He didn't, he doesn't.

So, when does one decide when to reward and when to walk away? I tend to reward when I've been rewarded, usually by a sissy going the extra distance for me, or when he has been generous with Me. 

As for walking away in disgust, that rarely happens, but when I feel disrespect...

Goodbye to all that, and on to the next.

Ms. London.